Today was long and boring it was slow at work. occasinal customer here and there. i messed up beyond compare with julia the other day and im doing all i can to cheer her up and make it up to her but i dont know what to do sunday is seven months and i had the day planned to be special but how can that happen when she looks at me and feels sad and betrayed. i dug a trap hole that i fell into myself and i cant seem to get out. i just wish i could go back and change what i did. alot of people go through tough times in there relationship. so everyone knows the question of " how do i save the relatiomship with the one i love????" but i dont think anybody has ia good answer. but all i can say right now until i figure out what to do is say, Julia if your reading this im sorry i never ment to hurt you i was an idiot and a dumba**. i love you with all my heart and if you want anything just tell me. ill do anything for you.
" you ask me which is more important you or my life. I say my life you leave upset and angry. Not knowing that you are my life."
Till next time
Steven P.
I love you sweetie. I know you never meant to hurt me. I forgive you. It will just take a little bit to build up the trust that we had. I still love you and always will. I'll always be your girl.
ReplyDelete~Julia